I'm better now. I have finally gotten out of the rut. It took sometime, as usual. I was holding on to something that probably wasn't there in the first place. They all said he was NOT worth it. I should have listened. I should have listened to my gut feel which was ALWAYS right. I was just stubborn. Duro de cabeza. Thinking that NO ONE can be such an asshole or a bitch. Apparently, there are such people and a number of them yet. Yes, I was really hurt, he broke my heart, but more of disappointed. VERY DISAPPOINTED. People are NOT who they seem to be. Lost my faith in the system which I was so willing to help and promote in my own little way. Too bad for them.
Twitter makes it easier to classify people accordingly like the animal kingdom. After a while, you see who are real bitches and assholes. I met two wonderful people, yes on twitter, and actually met up with them. In doing so, that so-called cyber barricade that oh so many hide behind, was brought down to actual conversations over cups of coffee, lots of laughs and gastronomic food porn. Actual phone conversations and not just tweets or text messages.
Now, daily phone calls and lots of laughs. Just what I need.
At the age of 22, I was given 10 days to live. It has been 12 years this year. Nothing much has changed except for the fact that I am semi-paralyzed or hemiplegic. I still manage to do at least 85% of what I used to do. I still ride horses, no more jumping high, but I still ride. I still cook. Of course I have help. I still go out with friends and family. Then, being a single mother, the reason why I have to fight to stay alive is because of my son Luis Xavier (HA-Vee-air)... Somehow it does not matter anymore what I had to go through...yes many times frustrating but it will pass.
Currently, I am an Authorized Reseller of Indigo Baby and loving it more and more. Visit the site and Earth Nappieswhich keeps me busy most of the time. Advocate for the PWDs (Person's With Disabilities), Riding for the Disabled Association, Philippines (RDA), Green Living, and empowerment women's rights.
Being born in the year of the Fire Dragon in 1976, making me a Libra-Scorpion-Dragon should speak for itself...
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